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Monday, October 24, 2005SYSTEM REBOOTI'm back, baby. I'm not going to spend this precious time explaining exactly where i've been, as its been mostly bad, but i've had a SYSTEM REBOOT and the going is going once again. I've finally been able to get over being happycontent and just "izzing" it all, and dear God (how ironic) does it feel "good". So, what is it that I have to say for myself now? KYLE you need to write this shit in your head down right now or else you will forget it you inconsequential ape (more irony!)!! okokok so, just to start, where did this system reboot come from? just to be honest (and thus pathetic!) it came from these three awful words that I read this morning (no not those dreaded words, nonononononononono NEVER!), but three words that will have very little to no significance to anyone other than myself, and i'm not going to explain them because I understand it just fine so tough shit. "Yay for Aarons" Allofasudden BAM! total system failure, i'm walking around totally zombified (reminds me of a better story than this) with my stomach chained around my ankles, splooging my digestive juices all over the sidewalk, and needless to say anyone in said situation is, of course, sad! But upon reflection, i'm now finding that it wasn't only those words that put me in said funk, but moreover it was just the funk finally coming out to say hello. regardless, i'm definitely "izzing the funk" and my friend objectivity pops up behind me and kicks me right in the ass. He always does that, and sometimes it works, but today the ol' objectivity engine just wasn't willing to start up, no matter how much i "it doesn't really matter, things always work out, time makes it better" it to death. so, in goes kyle into philosophy, and the ontological discussion that followed was just the juice my objectivity machine needed to get back high gear. to culminate it all, Charlie, founder of my Tuesday afternoons, also known as Philosophy Club, leans over and says "And maybe our semantics are inconsequential and Searle needs to stop bitching", which is exactly what i was thinking! this concluded my system reboot, and i've been "izzing" it ever since. note to self: use "izzing" in future discussions as much as possible. it is brilliant, even though it is only you splicing buddha and snoop dogg to make something that can be regarded as a way of life. note to audience (hah! you all thought this blog was dead!): izzing is the idea that all mechanisms of learned/inherent qualitative states and ontological inputs are the result of some cosmic dust exploding and and spinning, and a lot of energy and heat, and then a really long time later we have some humans starting to think that somewhere in between there is SOMETHING that is added in there that wasn't, such as god/qualia/the self, when in fact, nope, thats wrong and comes all the BULLSHIT that arises from all that is wrong as well. second note to self: you knew this ALL ALONG. its just really, really easy to forget it and start to actually get involved. remember? remember when you let yourself disregard this knowledge to be in love? it wasn't even a slip, it wasn't some sort of mistake. you looked her right in the eyes and chose to let yourself forget what you KNEW to be true, so you could experience something fun instead. and it was fun, but now you're back to you, you can forget about all that qualitative crap, you can remember that it was built on a decision you knew to be "wrong". "wrong", not in the sense that you shouldn't have done it, because you made the right decision and IRONYIRONYIRONY you'll do it again because it IS so much fun! But "wrong" in the sense that you always knew you'd have to discard something a priorily true in order to accept something a posteriorily true. now you can reboot, you can walk around and shrug off everyone and everything and once again chose to feel what you want to feel. remember that? its back. enjoy it buddy, you deserve it.
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